Yes, yes, as always~I’m a bad, naughty girl and I haven’t written in forever! Sometimes I even surprise myself with the level of my procrastination. *Frowns* At least I haven’t just been lazy, sitting on my perfect lil ass…lol… It’s honestly been crazy! With the Holiday, and my social life, and now I’ve been having all this car trouble…. Some of you know about this already, but in case you don’t know (and of course, if you care) here’s the car story.
I get a new car every 4 or 5 years. I don’t actually buy myself new cars, my Mommy buys new ones, and then she sends me the old one, which always super low mileage and always in great condition. And of course the best part: she sends them to me for free.
I do have to pay to have them shipped down here from Michigan and all, but that’s a small price to pay for a basically new car, don’t you think? Anyway. So it’s been time for my new car since…oh…last October? Lol… But when the automakers started having issues, her time frame got delayed, so here we are fourteen months later and I’m still waiting. (As I’m sure most of you know by now, I don’t do too well with waiting!)
But it gets better! I found out this past Tuesday (yes, on my Princess Day!) that my current car is having transmission problems. And I don’t want to put any more money into a car that I’m only going to have for a couple more weeks. So the time is ticking faster now, in more ways than one. But wait! Still it gets better! It’s now snowing in Michigan, which means that my Mommy has issues driving. So she doesn’t want to drive to the dealership to GET the new car that she paid the deposit for before fucking Thanksgiving! So now, I’m not just waiting on her, I have to wait for Mother Nature to decide to be kind. Yeah. You can imagine how that’s going. *Laughs* So I’ve been just a little bit stressed lately. So I’ll assume~even though I know that you’d forgive me almost anything without an explanation~that now that you know what I’ve been dealing with, you’ll forgive my lapse in posting? *Bats Eyelashes* Thanks.
But back to the title of this post. (Oh, come on~you knew I’d get there! I’d never tease you with a title like that and then only talk about car repairs! Lol..) This post has actually been a long time coming. I vaguely mentioned my new guy a few weeks back, but I’d decided at the time that there was no sense in writing about him until I knew for sure that I wouldn’t be bored with him quickly… Surprisingly, it turns out that I’m not bored yet! And even more surprising, in case you hadn’t guessed, he’s definitely what I would call dominant.
Let me preface the rest of this by saying:
- This is the first and ONLY time that you will ever see me refer to anyone on this blog except ME as dominant. I’m still a little shocked that I’m doing it in the first place, but yeah! Just so you know.
- This is also the only time you’ll ever see me discuss a guy in my life in detail. GFE phone sex is what I do, so I don’t like to muddy the waters by discussing guys that I see. Console yourself with the knowledge that even if you were actually dating me, you still wouldn’t be the only guy in my life! I consider the practice of monogamy to be wasteful, boring, and antiquated, so I don’t indulge in it personally. EVER. *Laughs*
Anyway, so… I don’t think I realized till I was actually in the midst of it that this is my first experience with a dominant guy! Like, I knew I’d had men in my life who weren’t completely owned, lol… But I see now that even the guys who I thought were a bit assertive, were actually letting me run the show! It’s a whole new experience for me to like, make an effort not to be bitchy- bossy, or demand attention, or bark orders in bed. *Giggles* I honestly never knew that my normal behavior is considered (by some people) to be over the top! It’s a little humbling, to say the least…
That’s part of the revelation. That my every day, speaking to everyone persona is a total Princess Domme. (Who knew? Lol..) The other part of it~and I’m absolutely cringing as I type this~ is that I’ve realized that it’s kinda fun to let a guy be in control. Not all the time!! I’m still finding it difficult to let myself be fucked according to someone elses’ ideals! And I definitely have a hard time with “asking” versus “telling”, and always saying “please”.
But for the most part, I find it a little…sexy. *Blushes* It’s like, being taken care of, and not having to make all the decisions all the time. I feel like it’s a big, long phone sex roleplay and I’m being someone else for a little while. It’s…. I guess I already said it best: definitely sexy!
Unfortunately, the reality is a little difficult. Because it is next to impossible for me to imagine my life without being bitchy/bratty/bossy most of the time! Seriously, isn’t that part of my charm? That I’m so super sweet and sexy but I always know what I want and I’m never shy about saying it? That I am a little brat Princess sometimes? And of course that I know exactly how I should be fucked and I have no problem showing you how to fuck me…lol… (And don’t start denying that you like it! You know that’s exactly how it should be! *Laughs*)
So, after picking it apart and overanalyzing, like I always do, I just don’t know how the whole thing is going to turn out. But as always, I’m open to just about anything! I suppose we’ll just have to wait and see. And in the meantime, I’ll save my brat moments for playing with all of YOU! Lol…
I’m going to close this now, as it’s after 5am and unfortunately, I’m a little sleepy. SO many yummy fun calls tonight! If you didn’t see it on my Twitter feed, I came so hard on my last call that I left a wet pussy spot on my sheets! *Blushes* No complaints though~that’s always a VERY good thing! I’m still available and taking calls for the moment, but I’ll be logging off by 6am to take my sexy lil ass to sleep. If you missed me tonight, look for me tomorrow (possibly) after 6 or 7pm EST. I should also be around on Monday night, but I may have plans with Pussy Boy, I don’t know yet. And of course, if you miss me BOTH of those nights, feel free to drop me a line using my contact form found on the Contact page on this site. Bye for now!
